Poetry

-Stage lights on-
-A girl is sitting at a table, in a restaurant, with her ex. The girl and boy kiss-

What am I doing?
I don't love him
I just remember
the lust
I just remember
being able to be comfortable

It's a lie
Don't things with someone
You don't
Just because you blocked
your heart from remembering
the hurt and pain

-The girl stops kissing the boy. She realizes she has done something wrong, and gets up in hurry-
-When she gets up she sees her boyfriend. He walks way in disbelief-
-The girl rushes to caught up with her boyfriend-

Its not what you think
You know I could never
be with him
And how he has hurt
me

-Light center on the boy and girl. The boy turns around. The girl knows she the only person he trust-

Why would you do
such a thing it you now what would
happen to you if you got together?
I thought you wanted to stay with me
Forever
I told you I would protect you
You don't believe me?

-The girl beginning to tear up and cry, tried to show her pain by holding her chest-

I know what would happen
I have always believed in you
I just wish we had time
to hold each other
To share a kiss

I want you to share
yourself with me

-The girl bent down crying. The boy came and comforted the girl-

I'll forgive you
I guess it hard not spending
enough time with each other
from the beginning
I still love you-

-Stage lights fade out-

Don't Ruin Your Love

Well i hoped you liked my poem. If you didn't that ok too.
So let me be truthful to myself and everyone else right now. I think live could get real confusing if I don't get some things cleared up. I don't know who I love right now. I don't love my ex. for sure but I not going to lie and says I don't miss have a boyfriend who held me all the time and kisses. But I don't want to do back to a relationship that only for f**king sex. I know what real love could feel I just haven't falling into my real love yet. I wish I could but there are a few things holding me back. That between me and my boyfriend, even though they may never be solved until he can get out of his situation. I also can't help him get out of his situation either. If only I was a little older maybe I could, but I can't at the moment. So I don't this I well be moved from this stop. If he is still trying to get me through sex and kisses then nothing has changed. I am not up for falling into that sh*t again. It's love or nothing at all. Even If I do falling into the mess I will not start a relationship because of it. Yes even if I cheat and fall into the mess any deeper. Because he doesn't love me and we are just not good for each other, even if our sexuality is..

Well SOL for Me

mmk well i'll just keep saying whats on my mind even if i pay some time. I am different from the last time i wrote anything to let me share so of my lastest poetry with you.
I call this "Surprises can Arise". This is Act. 6 in a series of stage poems.

-Stage lights on- -A girl is sitting at a table for two alone, waiting for her boyfriend o come met her-

If only we were able to see each other
more
My feelings could than grgow
stronger,
But our talks are never long
our meetings are never within the same
month...
I hope you even show up today

I only want my feelings
to grow more
and become stronger
than what it is now

-The other chair moves and the girl turns to look at it in excitment-
-The girl gasps when she sees her ex-boyfriend sitting down-

what is he doing here?
I haven't seem him in five
months
Now that I have gotten over you
competely
You show up,
But I'll be nice
Nothing to get mad over
If there is nothing lefted
right

-The girl finally turns to look at her ex. and says hello, kindly- -The girl realizes the boy she used to know looks different, more mally and handsome-

-The boy could see his ex-girlfriend had changed and became more mature- -The boy was glad he could get a chance to tlak to her again-

It has been a long time
I have always wondered
how you were doing?
You have the same beauty
you use to have

-The boy leaned into the table towards the girl was a serious look-
-The girl was overwhelmed by his gaze-

What is your business
here?
I'm waiting for someone
to come met me
And it's nice to see you too.

-The boy keeps gazing into the girls eyes-

You hate me
right?
Would you never
take me back,
Even if I have changed?

-The girl still over taken by the boy's gaze, was startled by these question-

It took me a long time
to get over you
You were my first love
My first kiss
My first everything
How could I?......

-Memories filled the girl's mind. Making old feelings appear again.-
-stage lights fade off-

You never know
when old feelings
will come back to haunt you gain
Be strong and go with
what your mind tells you
is right.


Ok, so what do you think of that? "Ha."
This is one no one has seen before.

What Am I Doing?

Its like he is trying to make it like things used to be and I don't want that at all..........
What am I doing I'm hangout and around him trying to stay distant but at the same time we are not just because we have history. I don't know why that matters but I don't want him to treat me like he knows me. I want to can like we know each other but like we have no history at all...Ok maybe that's too much to answer I don't know what i want but I don't want to be back in a relationship with him again i Don't Ever want to Hurt like I Already Have.......

I AM A FOOL!!!

I am being tricked into believe that we had something that worked just because he can comfort me by pretending to be a pillow but its not the truth the relationship can go very far......with just sex and no love

I can't believe he is trying to pull me down so that I go back to being what we had. I know what hurts and I know he hurt me with more than a simple stab but with kisses. As each kiss was given a tear had falling from my cheeks....I don' believe in fate or true love anymore...It's all a lie so that you can get hurt more.

Waiting is a Pain

Hey it has been awhile since i last posted something...many things have been happening in my life for the past few days.
While everyone was sleeping I..................Just joking hehe. Okay things to say, things to say, hmmm.
The words MVA may not mean much to some people but those who know about the MVA know of its evilness. A cure upon those who have to go to this place. Why can't we have a system that works and everyone can be in and out quickly. Why must we suffer at the hands of those who don't really want to help their costumers. What a place of Evil it is. Spending long hours for your number to be called just to be sent to another room or line to wait in, ugh the pain.
I can't explain to those who haven't gone through it what a bother it is. Please build a faster system. Don't we have the smarts to do so.

Cry Now

Well Michael Jackson is gone suddenly.....

Lets have a momment of silence for him.....

Story of Good-bye

Hey sorry for not Blogging in a while. I want to show you a new poem i wrote.

Holding On
Never seem to make it better
I knew after sometime
That you only make me cry

Happiness never did smile on us
Time went by
I thought I could stick it
but you seem to never see my pain
Lonely, I would cry.
Loneliness filled my eyes

My effort to return your smile
Was just killing myself
Pain wasn't my thing.
So holding on was a mistakable thing.

So at this time
We say Good-bye.

Good-bye.